It's so weird to comprehend that I'm finally going to meet you. I have been waiting half my life for this day. And that with my 16 years of life experience. I've always been very curious about who you are. When I was little I always said you could be anyone I imagined you to be. My dream father was Paul van Loon. Now I know better. I have a donor. Perhaps a father biologically, but in my heart I don't know where I'm going to place you at the moment. I think I'm going to see you as an uncle figure if you are open to that. Just like Todd Whitehurst:
I think so at the moment. I have 2 mothers and do not need an extra parent. I'm not going to ask for pocket money or 16 years of birthday gifts. You may be a stranger but I feel like I look a lot like you. I think it would be nice to get to know you better. Asking if you have things I can't put with my family. Chances are that it will only stay at 1 meeting if you want. But if you want to see me again, you can. I have probably already given you the link of my blog and you have probably already read everything. I've already seen a picture of you and I already know your name. And you probably don't know anything at this point. Are you as nervous as I am? The last few days I have had such bad nerves that it gave me a stomach ache every now and then. Tomorrow is the day that I will place a real person with the man I called donor E19 from the age of 8. What felt like a nice weird secret with having a lot of curiosity about it ism and it's now being revealed. When I meet you, an even bigger book will probably open. And I am already curious about the story...
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